Yeah, I see what you mean. It would be sort of like putting my head into a meatgrinder. Maybe with crystal, just a meet up so I could ask her one question. Did you really ever love me because I don't know anymore?I thought what we had was eternal and you treated it like trash

I'm not a chicken and I'm not afraid to deep dive into the hard questions. When you really fall in love like this, it's a life sentence.I definitely have my head up my ass. As much as it hurts, you are right.

I don't know what love is supposed to feel like, but I never doubted that feeling when I was with her. Maybe love is just trauma bonding in disguise. What you think and more. I so love to compare our minds thoughts on the subject of love. Nobody does this. It is so unique that you and I communicate so well in this extremely complicated subject matter.

There is nobody like you Genevieve. You are such a treasure..