Oh what fun-discussing the philosophy of love relationships.I am agreeing with you very much. I'm curious about what you think about this situation. I was in a very unhealthy marriage and she was unfaithful, and burned the house to the ground, because she was insane. In leaving her, I had to forget things, huge things like her infidilities and criminal activities. I couldn't have possibly picked a worse person to marry. She was pure evil, but I was in love and she was pretty, and I was naive .. I say that because I think I was heavily swayed by her beauty and charm., and forgot to see inside her .That was a bad idea, but I was only 17 and dumb as hell . After a long bloody marriage, I just left and pushed her out of my mind for years. I never dealt with it because I didn't know how to deal with it. Trying to forget seemed like the only option. Then I joined medium and started talking about the thing that I had hid from for so long. Previously, actually felt it was better to keep it inside because for some reason I carried so much guilt, even though I had nothing to be guilty about. I was just ashamed of my marriage and I didn't talk about it to anybody. Sometimes I think I'm healing and it doesn't bother me anymore until something said, or a certain look or certain song comes on and I fall apart like a wooden watch again.

I love life so much and I wouldn't have things any other way but it certainly is exciting starring in my own soapbox opera. Nice chat Lelu, anytime .

I hope that was not tmi. I think life is so much fun.

Everything has a positive side, even dark things.

It's 3 am and my motor mouth is warmed up now.

Ima go write a poem . See ya .