Hi Zhena, I enjoy our deeper level of communication that most people are not willing to share. Thank you as well for your frankness and openness. I found someone and it was magic for a long distance relationship but I guess that's falling apart. All I want is for someone to share some tender love and affection with me, and be my muse but just as a platonic friend. I don't think that's weird. Honestly do you think that's weird?I asked for no commitment other than continued friendship.
I know it's not the usual but neither am I. Nobody's getting hurt, except me and I'm kind of asking for trouble.